30 narmar sig med sma sma steg

Jaha, fodelsedag i Australien. Kanske inte sa pjakigt nar man val tanker efter. Men anda ar jag inte riktigt nojd. Nu skall vi inte tro att jag ar bitter pa min fodelsedag, nej sa star det inte till, men nagra ledsna stunder har uppstatt redan da jag inser att jag inte kommer fira med familj och vanner.

Min fodelsedag kommer att besta av en daim tarta som vi har inhandlat pa Ikea, de enda jag begarde pa min fodelsedag har var att det skulle vara en gnutta svenskt. Sa ballonger och svenska flaggor skall jag ha! Sen kommer vi att aka ner till ett cafe och ta en kvallsfika tillsammans.

Ida, detta stallet hade du alskat. Det ligger 20 m ifran stranden ar en blanding mellan Crab Shack i OC och cafet som Fonzie hanger pa i Happy Days. Och cafet har fatt namnet Jimmy Dean, du hade alskat det. Onskade att jag kunde tatt dig dit pa din fodelsedag.

Nu skall jag njuta av det som ar kvar av fodelsedagen min!

Ask me to leave with You

A month ago, Nick and I decided that we would work hard for 5 months, take all our money and go to Asia. We started working together for a telemarketing company, it was cozy, hand-held at the office, kissed behind the vending machine and have my best friend at work who always was there if it became difficult.

We now have a dream together for some time to come - if money grows during these months, we will come to Sweden, hug loved ones in order to then go back 'down under' to prepare us for the Asian adventure together.

I absolutely do not hesitate to them plans we have made, to spend more time with him is a dream. But a bigger dream for me is to spend time with him in a country I hold dear, a country I call home.
A country where I believe he would do well and find new inspiration for a new adventure. So why do I see the dream fade away?

Money, money, control the dream. Something that I have very little of right now.
These last few days my mood has influenced me, Nick and our dreams.
He makes me so happy, and you know my friends with my past relationships that it has been a lack of happiness, but this boy makes me so happy, I do not want to give this up just yet.

The only thing that can get me to leave right now are my friends, who I miss tremendously. A summer in Lysekil, lying on the cliffs of Släggö, barbecue in Långevik is too good to miss. And I don't want to miss all of that, and now I have one more person I wanna share it with and I just hope it comes true. I Love You, My Jungle Boy